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4E033: Six Pacts Etched In Blood

by Balmora, Since My Beloved

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1.
how much resentment? how much disdain? the palest hue bleeds eternal 500 days of rain grieving for the loss of a person i've thought to have known though i'm familiar with the face before me what's behind these eyes is unrecognizable life preserved blade too dull the light in my chest has gone out a wooden stake piercing my skull 500 days of drought a memory of a figure i can't place a fragment fading into obscurity i showed you my truest me you showed me your truest betrayal what a shame, after everything, i let it happen again 500 days, now everything's changed 500 days, now nothing's the same
2.
Cut short in death by the cruelty of life a time we thought would last forever with each passing year slipping further through our fingertips like sand through a sifter I dream of a time we shared, time so far away it may as well never have happened at all dear god how i miss the warmth, we only did what we had to well i hope that you found what you were searching for I sleep under the grace of whispers rain soaks the earth her spirit in black in my doorway motionless, speechless no sound moves the stillness when will she take me with her to our final end? a love cut short in death by the cruelty of life
3.
at long last, you brought the changing of seasons you are the summer that drove out the cold you're the summer your shining light will lead me steadfast into winter's cold veins your warmth gives me refuge from the frigid air biting my neck i drown in your radiance long since i've felt whole long since i've been safe i feel both in our silence illuminate my path by night your guiding light willing, i will arrive by morning's first light my heart beats to the cadence of your speech at long last to drown in your radiance don't let your shining light grow dim i am following it home springtime has cleared the winter snow never again will i feel that darkness your unyielding light
4.
colors of carnelian glow from beneath the waters, shades of red shine just enough light, to guide me back to you. as thy love burns itself in the distance each separate dying ember flails to the ground and dances upon the soil to celebrate the end my fate has dwindled to dying for my fate lay only with you a soliloquy event that turned my heart to glass and shattered in my chest nights drawn as black as it was days gone by never asking did it feel as real to you as it always felt to me my fate has dwindled to dying for my fate lay only with you a soliloquy event that turned my heart to glass and shattered in my chest a fable retold never once the same this is farewell my beautiful visitor and my days are but a trance as i wait to dream of you again those dreams too bright to last where she walks in beauty like the night and twirls down with me to the earth to embrace once more as i wait to dream of you again those dreams too bright to last
5.
my grief stricken memoirs still speak of your sins yet still i would die for you but passion lies andthese secrets die with me my sprite of love now lay in her sleep of death i begin my descent into your absence i weep as i wait to join her eternal in twlight i will not rest until the sun sets on that day and what symphony of love will engulf me i pray for death as i dream of what forever may bring the warmth of life will never satisfy my pleading what of these empty chapters emptied and forgotten my indulgence in your poison will end all of this devoted to you
6.
thousands of days ive waited patience for the freezing air hoping for forgiveness these days soon will come to an end the pity of an angel cannot spare me from death a moment of serenity that haunts my every waking second the fields of rotting flowers you left for me something i fooled myself to believe was real along this treelined path i will walk forever searching for something i will never find i loved you silence screamed from your body in response and still i love you your haunted eyes i cant unsee as souls cry out for me from beneath the earth thousands of days ive cherished the thought of your heartfelt embrace and i begin to burn from the inside angels mourning, falling from the sky i will never forget you my hell is my existence, your absence and nothing more.

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released April 3, 2024

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